Everyone has a father —
but only some fathers
sow the seed
for their sons
to break into song.
Historians chronicle
the cave-in of civilizations.
I can see your decline —
see it with precision and pain.
Father, you want to hold
the space you held.
But, is it my fault,
that your hands
now need me?
Sanjeev Sethi’s most recent collection of poetry is This Summer and That Summer (Bloomsbury, 2015). He has published two other volumes. His poems are in venues around the world: Off the Coast, The Bitchin’ Kitsch, The Beatnik Cowboy, Futures Trading, Red wolf Journal, The Blue Mountain Review, Squawk Back, The Five-Two, W.I.S.H. Press, Easy Street, Literary Orphans, Mad Swirl, Zarf Poetry,New English Review, Your One Phone Call, Scarlet Leaf Review, The Ofi Press Magazine, Expound Magazine, Postcolonial Text, Otoliths,and elsewhere. He lives in Mumbai, India.
spider up her thigh in the dimly lit room
held down, stared down
embers of the abyss snap around her
My father sexually abused me.
When I got married,
I hyphenated my name.
No one questioned it at the time.
But in the middle of my parents’ late divorce,
everyone wants to know about names.
Nietzsche warned us not to look
long into the abyss, or it will look long
into us.
It was finally
his home until
abruptly
his mind flashed
all the times he had entered a
boy
i was depressed,
and i wanted
to take a
walk;
you said you'd join me—
didn't mean i wanted
netflix and chill,
it happened before words came
to tell me how to feel about it
newly connected neurons torn apart
or perverted—
forever firing blanks into the microbiological air
As a child
The lessons taught
Can bring a pain never thought.
The lessons on trust
And heartache
Sear the soul.