you tried raping me
when i was
twelve
years old
because somehow it was
okay because you were
my boyfriend,
you tried raping me
when i was
twelve
years old
because somehow it was
okay because you were
my boyfriend,
He is Thirty. Big Tom. 6’4. Tan. He is Fifteen. Little Sam. 5’7. Green.
He is father’s Pal. Buddy. 32. Swell. He is father’s Pal. Buddy. 15. Shell.
No means—not yet?
Maybe in a minute.
Hit the bowl, have a drink—
Wait, please.
Just relax.
The smell of drunk was all about him.
As he looked into me
my breath escaped my stomach
like a sucker punch.
Once upon a time the world seemed safe
men I trusted didn’t trick me
didn’t hold me down
didn’t take by force
with her balding bedsheets,
August’s bitch, strung up on the line
her feet are bleached roots
azalea eyes, blue from the acidic dirt of Panhandle drought
A whole town: armed to the teeth,
arming themselves against my teeth.
She-cat of Bladenboro,
I’m here for your dogs,
your sheep, your sons, your blood.
You know who I am, boys.
your candle burns too brightly
never to find another flame to stoke it:
your kindling is out there.
first of all, let’s talk sweet tea. Yankees joke about the secret being sugar—& it is, partly—but the real secret’s in the baking soda. it takes the bitterness out of the tea & makes the sweet taste sweeter. just like you should be to your husband. neutralize all the bitterness & just be sweet as Southern tea. & don’t squeeze them teabags. you know what I mean, girl.
male-pattern badness did you see me me take a picture of me walk on the beach to take
picture walking on the beach could reach 100 likes like male-pattern badness bring me the password