Everything pickled:
mushrooms, beets, carrots, cabbage,
uncle’s ashen face.
Meat piled atop rice
fragrant as red maple leaves
smattered with sour fruit.
A dirty joke floats
from the end of the table,
a cousin’s guffaw.
Goblets, shot glasses
stand sentry on crisp white cloth
awaiting spilled wine.
Conspiracies sprout,
form creases in pursed lips,
sit beside father.
Five types of salad
slathered thick with mayonnaise
or hiding a fish.
Plastic wrap, peeled off,
congregates like heroine
on granite counters.
Sergei beats the drum,
pours out whiskey, slow, steady,
incessant but fair.
Aunties pinch cheeks red,
wipe gristle from mustaches,
their thumbs moist with spit.
Liver in the sink,
that fetid burgundy corpse,
waiting to be fried.
Small photos produced
from wallets, compared like notes
of grandkids and dogs.
Alex Simand lives and works in San Francisco. He holds an MFA from Antioch University Los Angeles. He writes fiction, creative nonfiction, and poetry. His work has appeared in Hippocampus, North American Review, Red Fez, Mudseason Review, Five2One Magazine, Angel City Review, Drunk Monkeys, and others. Alex is the former Blog Editor for Lunch Ticket and past Editor of Creative Nonfiction and Diana Woods Memorial Prize. His short story, Election Cycle, was a winner of the 2017 Best Short Fiction award. Find him online at www.alexsimand.com or on Twitter at @AlexSimand.
He made it possible. He was formerly a fabulist.
He was faceless, but he was ugly, graceless
and he made everything disappear.
aligning
as fingers
deftly dance
on checkered
smooth plastic
disco stage
Adam’s countenance: beer cask-heavy
his eyes: glazed shallots
his smile: a split itself
Now take away the need
for moisture and the deteriorating
qualities of autumn. The veins
and stems will release as well.
Take away the release. Take
away the seasons.
When Taylor Swift was at the gym in Japan
she watched the muscled back of a man
moving up and down a heavy machine
made by other heavy machines for men.
of spontaneous human combustion,
of pictures with the Cherry Hill Mall Santa,
of a stapler after getting my wrist stuck to my teacher’s green bulletin board,
and on the tv
a drag queen
sharing her recipe
for sun tea
asks us if we want to
watch her take a break
and we take a break
Honeywell closed their Minnesota plant quietly
and the addition of warning stickers on album covers
would save the children along with D.A.R.E., Nancy
and Tipper directing the conversation, for some reason.
I read, I traveled, I, Lina, thief’s daughter, a discarded toy by the campfire
at night, my planets – burned by sparks,
burned by coincidences, in my eyelashes – stalagmites of ashes.
Because Phil Collins is for fools and old ladies.
Because the ocean’s too wide a body of water
for a commando to cross alone. Because gentlemen
never kiss and tell, and soldiers never share
their kill count. Because you teach the meaning
of words like ‘amorous’ and ‘varnish’ and ‘leave.’